A Miscarriage and a Soul Retrieval


A mother recently came to me for a healing session, she wasn't really sure what was wrong, she was simply feeling stuck. She had a lack of enthusiasm for life and her work and relationship felt 'flat'

We began the process and before long we were taken back a few years to an event she had ignored and suppressed.

She had had her heart set on having another baby and when she got pregnant she felt everything was falling into place. With great excitement she counted down the days until her 12 week scan with her gynae.....but within seconds all her excitement was drained away from her, the beautiful happy images she had built in her mind collapsed and a feeling of despair grew from within the pit of her stomach.

There was no heartbeat, the hormonal indicators confirmed the worst and a traumatic D&C procedure was required in the operating theater. At the time she recalls being fairly numb about the whole thing, there wasn't much time for self pity. Outside the walls of the hospital life continued, there were errands to run, bills to pay and a family to care for, but inside a part of her soul shut down.

Essentially it is a self defense mechanism. When trauma is experienced and can't be properly processed, part of the soul shuts itself away, or according to the shamanic tradition, breaks off. This trauma is relative, to a young child corporal punishment is traumatic.

These soul fragments stay away for months, years or even lifetimes until such time as the person is able to properly process the emotions of the initial event. When it is ready to be healed, it begins to feel like our heart or our soul is blocked and this seems to block all the significant areas of our life.

Now in a safe space my client could reconnect to the emotions of that event and the part of her soul that stayed there. This process can be quite emotionally intense, but it isn't always so. Sometimes it is a simple acknowledgement of what happened.

When that part of her soul was ready, we sent her healing and welcomed her back.

The results were profound and almost instant. She felt happy again, she felt like her heart was opening and her enthusiasm for life returned. Often people experience great shifts in the areas of there lives that had been blocked. With the heart open once again one can rejoin the flow of life. Synchronicity returns, life feels easier, and once can really start to live life fully once again.

It is really one of the most profound healing procedures a person can do.

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Sexual Abuse and Soul Retrieval


Sexual abuse is still so prevalent in our broken society and the effects last far longer and go far deeper than we realize.


Last week I helped a client who was suffering from anxiety and a fear of small spaces. We had already completed a few sessions and her aura was restored, the final piece of the aura restoration puzzle was her heart frequency which was still below what it should be. That indicated to me that a soul retrieval was required.


I guided her through the process and was a little surprised when she started describing a scene from an Irish coal mine in the 1800’s.


As a 12 year old girl, her family’s extreme poverty had forced her into work. The only work available was in a coal mine, filled with men.


In this scene she knew she had been abused and that nothing could be done about it. We carried out some healing on the part of her soul that had been left there, but we couldn’t retrieve it until we healed another sexual abuse, this time one in her current life, around the age of 4.


We traveled through time and space again and found ourselves in another small space in her childhood home. Mirroring her past life experience this home had an old fashioned coal stove, and the abuse took place in a similarly small and confined space.


We carried out the healing process in what was an emotional and deeply moving experience allowing my client to process some of the old emotions, communicate with the other people involved on an astral level and then healing that part of her soul that had broken off that day.


Feeling better we traveled back in time once again. Happily we found the soul in the coal mine and ready to return.


There was some immediate relief, but also a certain amount of integration required that would take a few days.


I often have clients who are feeling emotions that they can’t explain, but underlying all that they do and influencing their thoughts and their actions. When we go back to heal the heart field, we find these past events, sometimes forgotten events from childhood, and sometimes forgotten events from past lives.


Healing these events can be like fixing the foundations of our life. With damaged foundations, our walls will always be crooked but with good and solid foundations we can build up to the sky.

 (Photo by Philipp Wüthrich on Unsplash )